I'm staying, right now. ... But if you want to see him in your dreams, I can make it happen.
[ he's going to shift so he can bring his hand to Childe's chest and push him down, moving on top of him rather than to his side afterwards, and just resting his chin on his chest ]
How about you stay for a few days? The limit is what, 3? Emet-Selch would like your company too.
...no, not... right now. [ that might sting a little too much, especially since it's not going to be exactly the same. he does appreciate it though, a lot, and he'll probably bug him later on to do it. ]
[ sets a hand on scara's back, gently rubbing. ] I... think I will, though I may leave to go see sensei at some point, though I could just bother Emet-Selch to ask him over.
[ he hums against his neck, digging his nails into his back to hold him that much closer. he’s not letting go, he’s not losing Scaramouche too. he’ll drink until he’s feeling lightheaded, removing his fangs then and only then. ] Im not letting you go anywhere tonight, …
[ he lets out a short, breathless laugh. This situation is bad, he's out of his element trying to make things better instead of worse - but staying with childe like this feels nice, and he loves feeling lightheaded because of him. Letting him take everything he has ]
Who said I was planning on letting YOU go anywhere...?
Good, don’t, I don’t want either of us to have to feel alone right now. [ he flips them and bodily pins Scaramouche to the bed, burying his face in the back of his neck. ] …thank you, Scaramouche. [ squeeze. ]
I’m sure he’d appreciate that, especially since I have been getting into a lot of trouble lately. [ trouble he hasn’t even been looking for! but wild city is in a losing streak slump. ]
...as soon as I'm feeling right as rain I'll worship you. [ he really doesn't have it in him to do much beyond... be a sad sack. but that does earn a snort, an appreciative one. ] Do you really want to know?
Im just immensely sad. I know Zhongli Xiansheng can take care of himself, wherever he is, but I’d much rather he be here… I wanted to leave this place together, so we could both move forward…
But now I… don’t know how that’s going to happen, …
I hate feeling so… helpless. Why do you think I want to get stronger, become the strongest, so I can prevent things like this from happening, or even if I can’t I can do something about it.
I… guess. I don’t really know. [ childe just laughs. ] Oh, I had no intention of *asking* permission, because he is mine. [ the ring he’s got on says as much. ] And they’re going to pay for making me experience all this heartache.
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[ he's going to shift so he can bring his hand to Childe's chest and push him down, moving on top of him rather than to his side afterwards, and just resting his chin on his chest ]
How about you stay for a few days? The limit is what, 3? Emet-Selch would like your company too.
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[ sets a hand on scara's back, gently rubbing. ] I... think I will, though I may leave to go see sensei at some point, though I could just bother Emet-Selch to ask him over.
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Cosmo might make some kale smoothies, if you want something healthy.
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Just like that. That's nice, isn't it?
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Who said I was planning on letting YOU go anywhere...?
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If Zhongli isn't around then I need to take care of you for him as well, no?
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[ he shifts so he can kiss the top of his head ]
I could even perform just for you.
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[ he's bringing his arms around him, just holding him like that ]
Should I ask you if you want to talk about how you feel?
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And I don't know if it will help you, but I think I would have liked someone to hear me out when I was grieving for Katsuragi's death.
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But now I… don’t know how that’s going to happen, …
I hate feeling so… helpless. Why do you think I want to get stronger, become the strongest, so I can prevent things like this from happening, or even if I can’t I can do something about it.
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