I’m sure he’d appreciate that, especially since I have been getting into a lot of trouble lately. [ trouble he hasn’t even been looking for! but wild city is in a losing streak slump. ]
...as soon as I'm feeling right as rain I'll worship you. [ he really doesn't have it in him to do much beyond... be a sad sack. but that does earn a snort, an appreciative one. ] Do you really want to know?
Im just immensely sad. I know Zhongli Xiansheng can take care of himself, wherever he is, but I’d much rather he be here… I wanted to leave this place together, so we could both move forward…
But now I… don’t know how that’s going to happen, …
I hate feeling so… helpless. Why do you think I want to get stronger, become the strongest, so I can prevent things like this from happening, or even if I can’t I can do something about it.
I… guess. I don’t really know. [ childe just laughs. ] Oh, I had no intention of *asking* permission, because he is mine. [ the ring he’s got on says as much. ] And they’re going to pay for making me experience all this heartache.
[ it feels very very strange to hear it. and of course he's just as unsure of what to do about it as he was with the realization that baritones really does care for him ]
I know. But I'm not letting them take me away, so you won't have to.
[ it could happen to anybody and there’s nothing any of them can do, …but he refrains from saying that, instead moving off to the side to lay beside Scara instead of on top of him. ]
[ kisses the side of his head and gives a lopsided smile. he’s trying to keep his thoughts positive, so there’s that. ]
[ kisses him again, turning onto his side and tugging scaramouche into his chest. he smiles against his head, and Scaramouche may even be able to feel a tear or two. ] …love you.
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[ he shifts so he can kiss the top of his head ]
I could even perform just for you.
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[ he's bringing his arms around him, just holding him like that ]
Should I ask you if you want to talk about how you feel?
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And I don't know if it will help you, but I think I would have liked someone to hear me out when I was grieving for Katsuragi's death.
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But now I… don’t know how that’s going to happen, …
I hate feeling so… helpless. Why do you think I want to get stronger, become the strongest, so I can prevent things like this from happening, or even if I can’t I can do something about it.
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I know. But I'm not letting them take me away, so you won't have to.
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[ kisses the side of his head and gives a lopsided smile. he’s trying to keep his thoughts positive, so there’s that. ]
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So you can't disappear.
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It does feel nice hearing it.
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