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[abovefate]

... You really just like doing sappy things like that, huh.

[fallingleaf]

I do.

While I like words... sometimes, actions speak louder. You're free to tell me to stop.

[abovefate]

I don't want you to stop.

I like it.

I like you.

[fallingleaf]

[ a chuckle ]

And that's why I haven't.

[ both hands reach up to cup his cheeks as he stares up at him ]

[abovefate]

Don't look at me like that.

[fallingleaf]

Like what?

[abovefate]

Like a lost puppy.

[fallingleaf]

[ a soft laugh ]

I didn’t realize that was the look I was giving. I do not feel lost right now.

[abovefate]

That's even worse somehow.

[ but here he goes, leaning down to kiss his forehead ]

[fallingleaf]

Ah…

[ he looks up at him after that, and then pulls him down for a proper kiss ]

[abovefate]

[ kissing him back, keeping it sweet and gentle - and then bringing his hands over his ]

[fallingleaf]

[ honestly, he feels very spoiled by this now, but he keeps it short, not moving his hands ]

That was unexpected.

[abovefate]

Don't get used to it.

[fallingleaf]

Mm. How cruel.

[abovefate]

You reap what you saw. It's your fault for putting up with me.

[fallingleaf]

Is that so? Is this supposed to dissuade me?

[abovefate]

... Mm. Maybe not.

And maybe you're kind of a masochist too after all.

[fallingleaf]

Mm, in what way?

[ genuinely curious, ]

I don't think I am.

[abovefate]

I told you. You keep putting up with me even after acknowledging I'm so cruel.

[fallingleaf]

[ he laughs, ]

This? I see... Mmm, but... You're cruel in the way a beautiful flower has thorns.

Is it masochistic to still want to hold the flower?

[abovefate]

Yes.

Though that's an apt analogy.

[fallingleaf]

Your definition feels too expansive.

[ and so, he turns over, wrapping his arms around his waist and burying his face into his shirt. ]

[abovefate]

[ that's too cute, he can't handle that ]

... mm.

Are you still worried about me? Or do you just want to be spoiled more?

[fallingleaf]

[ which is it, he wonders... and decides, ultimately, ]

I just felt like it...

[ muffled into him, though he does turn his head to the side, resting on his thigh ]

[abovefate]

[ going to go back to stroking his hair, because after all he's enjoying this too ]

I'll allow it just this once.