[ like this he basically has to admit that he's just horny. Childe is not even moving, so here he is, desperately rocking against him, with no convenient pheromones excuse. He lets out a needy whine as he keeps moving on him - so painfully hard by now, and tries to be a little more convincing by kissing him ]
...hm, you must like me too, huh, about as much as I like you. [ he returns the kiss, his hand sliding in between his thighs, so he can start working him through his shorts. ] It's so cute. I really like seeing you so desperate for me. [ nips at him. ] Do you want me to use my pheromones?
[ He doesn't want to admit it. Stupid Childe. He knew he was trouble the moment he first saw him and now that he's in Snail he's even more troublesome ]
Are you sure about that… [ he trails off, snickering, his lips quirking into a smirk as scaramouche tells him to bite him again. he obliges, sinking his fangs in and beginning to drink as he legs out some of his one times. they’re the normal horny kind, but he adds a mix of pain is pleasure to enhance the experience some more. ]
[ Fuck. he's already into pain, so that only highlights it more. He immediately lets out a loud moan, rocking his hips against him still - growing more desperate ]
T-that's right, just like that. It feel so good, Caeli—
[ childe's mouth is preoccupied, so he can't answer him at the moment, but he loves hearing scaramouche call out his name. he eventually removes his fangs and laps at the puncture spot, giving it a kiss as he shoves a hand down scara's shorts to start jerking him off. ] Cum for me then.
[ How dare he be this hot. He feels like he's pretty much melting in his hands, and as soon as Childe's hand is on his cock, jerking him off, he already knows he's done for. Hearing him ask "cum for me" is the nail on his coffin, and he does to immediately, crying out his name again ]
[ how dare he be this hot. as soon as scaramouche cums it takes all of childe's strength not to grab his own dick and jerk himself off to completion. or throw scaramouche down and fuck him senseless. he can do either or later though, and for right now he brings his cum drenched hand up to his mouth to clean up. ] Mmm. Just as good here...
[ He's still high on pheromones and just that sight is enough to make his cock stir again. His eyes go to Childe's groin, and of course he has no intention of leaving things like that. He wants more. ]
That - that wasn't enough. You can't be satisfied with just that, are you?
It takes a lot to satisfy me. Do you think you're capable of completely draining me, Mochi, making me a fuckable and malleable puddle that can only call for you~?
No, I'm not looking to go into heat again. [ because as good as getting dicked down is he's never going to feel as fulfilled as he should. ] I kind of want to try to avoid it, if I'm being honest. [ and breeding is something that only tsukiakari is allowed to do. ] ...but, no, I haven't fully recovered, and I won't be able to as long as I'm here.
[ he wants to tease him more and lean into that, try to actually get him at the height of his heat again. ... but then he remembers what he told him about breeding, and about his little bird. It's too bad he's bound by something like that ]
... Mm. I wonder if a dream would satisfy that for you. Or would your body not acknowledge it if it happens in a dream?
I made a promise to him and I'm not about to break it. [ childe starts to feel guilt ridden, because he shouldn't even be doing any of this. not only is he hurting tsukiakari, but he's also hurting zhongli. his mask cracks more as a result. ] Dream or not, that's still giving something that belongs to him away.
...maybe some other time. [ he's going to stick to abusing the pendant for just seeing them and spending time with them in his snowy cabin. ] I think I'm going to take a shower. [ a cold shower. ] ... [ and then a long walk. ] I need to think about a few things.
...it's not your fault. [ it's his own fault too, for being weak willed. he hates this place, because it's somehow worse than literal hell. ] I'm to blame too. [ he's going to scoot back, his mask nearly splitting in half. ] I should have more self control. [ but control is something he lacks and something that's constantly been taken advantage of by demons and gods and ugh. ] I guess I have to work on that. [ a broken laugh follows as he swings his legs over the bed, hastily fixing his clothes. ] ...you made a special life for yourself here, besides, so this is dangerous for the both of us.
[ he's tense, so he looks like he's about to bolt, because he wants to bolt... he wants to get the hell out of here, now!, but mochi tells him not to leave... and then adds a please. he stays in place, but looks aside. ] Alright... I'll stay. [ he takes a deep breath, looking back at him with a teeny tiny smile. ]
I know the two of us haven't had any real relationship before, and now, it's just been a few days. It's not like I can say something like "I want to be your friend" or "I want to help you". They're both ridiculous sentiments, barely worth hearing.
And for you, looking at me probably brings up different types of memories. Since you came here I've just been thinking about how I feel on the matter, but it's not like I can't see how much it's breaking you apart.
... I shouldn't have been so careless. And I'm sorry. Do you ... want to talk about him? Or just yourself?
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Shut up.
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I'm not - I'm not that desperate ...
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Bite me again. ... You can use them.
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T-that's right, just like that. It feel so good, Caeli—
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Caeli — Caeli!
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That - that wasn't enough. You can't be satisfied with just that, are you?
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[ because here he is, immediately reaching for his horny tattoo and full on pressing against it ]
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You really want me to get you into heat again? You haven't recovered just yet, have you? I already did it once. I can do it again.
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... Mm. I wonder if a dream would satisfy that for you. Or would your body not acknowledge it if it happens in a dream?
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[ he releases his hand. ]
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Although ... I wouldn't mind watching.
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... Sorry.
I know this is serious for you. That was inappropriate.
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Please.
[ he doesn't know what else to say to that, not yet, but he knows he doesn't want him to go ]
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And for you, looking at me probably brings up different types of memories. Since you came here I've just been thinking about how I feel on the matter, but it's not like I can't see how much it's breaking you apart.
... I shouldn't have been so careless. And I'm sorry. Do you ... want to talk about him? Or just yourself?
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