[ Unsurprisingly hearing Childe being so into it, encouraging him to come, is exactly what does it for him. He stills once he's as deep as he can get into him and finally spills into him, letting out a shaky cry, his hands moving to Childe's hips and his head resting against his back.
This guy ... really is too much for him. He loves that. ]
A--ah ... You made me cum again after all, hmm....
...h- hah, good, I need more, especially if... if you're going to want me to lay more eggs. [ although childe's not sure he's going to be able to do that. he hopes that his heat, the elemental eggs, and scaramouche's own energy are able to do something for him, but he'll think about that more once he's able to. for now he swallows, sinking against the bed and laying in his own mess as he sighs, only part way content at the moment. his heat riddled brain still wants more. ] You're going to stay in me all night, right, you're going to let me be your cocksleeve? [ if he sounds eager it's because he is eager. ]
[ childe groans as he's moved onto his side. he feels so full. he drags several fingers over his stomach, smearing the cum that's there, because all he's done is cum onto himself. ] ...f- feel so full, I wonder if you did manage to breed me again. Do you feel anymore eggs? [ he shifts back, rocking onto his dick, because as much as he's already taken it's not enough. ] I need to be the best mate.
[ he's really never going to sleep at this rate. He lets out a soft groan as Childe moves, but he's trying not to give into the urge of rocking into him again. ]
I - think I can feel them, mmm ...But maybe we should try for more.
[ no sleep allowed. ] ...yeah? [ his ears shoot up, because he sounds excited at the prospect. ] I need at least 2 more. [ for 6. ] Do you think you can do that, ...or are you looking to give me 17?
I could take it. [ his horny brain insists. ] Just make sure they're small, ... [ but the rational part of him is fighting, because he knows it IS a bad idea. ] 11 then.
[ childe circles his arms around scaramouche and rests his head on his shoulder. he shuts his eyes and smiles against his skin. ] ...yeah. I think it's got a nice ring to it. And... I really care about you. I just want you to be happy and I hope that I can do just that. [ his grip on scara tightens. ]
[ But he doesn't want to think on it too deeply. Things like being happy together, actually having a future - that kind of thing. It still feels beyond him ]
...I feel the same. I have felt kind of, I don't know, [ a sigh. ] depressed lately, but spending time with you has helped turn that around and I'm finally feeling more like myself.
[ oh. that makes sense considering everything, doesn't it. He hums, keeping him close, still inside him since he did promise he'd let him cockwarm him, after all ]
[ childe kisses his forehead. ] I'm just so pissed, to have worked so hard to set myself up for success, ... [ and he's not just talking about his relationships. ] I met another Emet-Selch there too, and together with Tsukiakari, his fiance, and Zhongli Xiansheng... [ he brings a hand to his chest. ] I was finally going to get some help for this. [ the abyssal taint, among other things now. ] But now everything's so uncertain again. I'm not scared, per say, but I don't know if I can be... happy. Is it worth it? Will it matter? [ he shuts his eyes and sighs. ] If I'm just going to die...
...maybe. I don't know, and it's been hard to continue seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. But you have made it bearable, and I'm thankful that you've decided to give me a chance. I don't want to disappoint, because I really do think you deserve to be happy and... and I want to be a part of that happiness. [ hopefully tsukiakari won't be too mad... and maybe if he wants to travel to all those other worlds he won't have to worry about childe being alone... who knows. he's just abuzz with CONCERNS. ]
[ he's quiet for a moment at that, because he really doesn't know how to react to those words. But then he just leaves a kiss to the bite mark he gave him earlier, on his scent gland ]
I think I like the thought of that. ... Being able to be happy, and make you happy too.
I don't believe that. Not that you're still trying to decide, because I guess I... get it. Following some of the stuff you've been through, that you're unsure, but I know you deserve, and I'm going to see to it that you find happiness.
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This guy ... really is too much for him. He loves that. ]
A--ah ... You made me cum again after all, hmm....
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I am. I'll stay here all night and I'll let you warm my cock just like you asked.
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I - think I can feel them, mmm ...But maybe we should try for more.
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I don't think giving you 17 would be a good idea, no matter how hot it would be to see you like that.
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Boyfriend, huh?
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[ But he doesn't want to think on it too deeply. Things like being happy together, actually having a future - that kind of thing. It still feels beyond him ]
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Do you want to talk about it?
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They might still be working for you.
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I think I like the thought of that. ... Being able to be happy, and make you happy too.
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I don't believe that. Not that you're still trying to decide, because I guess I... get it. Following some of the stuff you've been through, that you're unsure, but I know you deserve, and I'm going to see to it that you find happiness.
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How cute. You really do care, mm?
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… mmm. I wanted to save my friends.
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