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[ it doesn’t seem friendly… so better to err on the side of caution, though it’s presence does push against the barrier created; threatening to break it. ]

…the abyss.

What a bad place.

Do you want to stay?

[ shrugs. ] It's a part of me... but I'm feeling numb right now, so maybe leaving is a good idea.

[ he's going to take them to a mountain cabin - raging snow outside and super cold, but they're dressed appropriately and by the fire ]

[ this is a nice surprise, but he's still feeling shitty. ] ...thank you for forgiving me. [ tightens his grip on scaramouche. ] Have you enjoyed bingo otherwise?

You're not going to tell me about your experience in the Abyss?

I've learned a few weaknesses here and there. My Unit has been getting on my case trying to make sure I will feel comfortable and at home.

I didn't know you wanted to know about it, but I also don't really like talking about it. How I feel about the abyss is complicated...

Do you?

No. The Fatui headquarters is the most at home I ever felt and even that was hardly comfortable.

I’m only curious. I didn’t know you’d been there.

…we could try making a space for you with a dorm upgrade. Even if you don’t necessarily feel at home at BiT having a place to retreat to when you’re feeling like shit is always nice.

I fell in when I was a kid. It’s where I learned the Foul Legacy technique and why I’m significantly more tainted than most. [ cracks a small smile that he can’t quite keep in place. ]

Yvette has already proposed that. She asked what I'd be more at home with so she could buy it. And I had no answer. If I were to ask for the mansion I showed you, I feel like that'd be in bad taste.

And why your lifespan is shortened, mm. That does explain it.

I don't think so... but that might be something better bought on your own, and not through another unitmate, especially if you're not into oversharing.

Everytime I use Foul Legacy I shave a few years off my life, but I'm not going to stop. I can't get stronger if I don't push myself, and it's not like I didn't already anticipate dying prematurely.

Who knows. Maybe you'll transcend those limits and become a god of your own.

[ laughs LOUDLY, and a touch unhinged. ]

Would you be able to contain the power of a Gnosis, I wonder ... you could take one for yourself.

Do you think so?

You're able to keep that form, why wouldn't you handle that sort of power?

[ he's going to reach for Childe's hand, and then place it on his chest ]

You could always have a test drive here.

...you're going to let me use your gnosis? [ gently rakes his nails over his chest. ]

[ there's a shaky breath at that, but he nods, keeping his hand there ]

Aren't you curious about it? It's just a dream anyway. You can do anything you want.

[ ...fuckfuckfuck. he leans in to capture scaramouche's lips in a kiss, his hand sinking into his chest as he starts fingering the gnosis. ] I am, but... [ he pulls it out, bringing it to his lips for a kiss. ]

[ He kisses him back for that breif moment, and then there's a gasp against his lips, his entire body trembling as he touches it. And when he pulls it out and brings it to his lips, he's letting out a moan that's nothing short of sinful ]

A--aaah ... it's yours now, isn't it? So what's there to hesitate about.

[ childe grabs scaramouche's wrist to put the gnosis into his hands. ] I want you to put it inside of me.

[ not what he expected. But he takes it, smiling at him ]

... Is that so. And how would you propose it. Should I cut you open, or are you asking for something else after all?

I don't care how you do it. However you like, how about that, Scaramouche. Do you want to cut me open and shove it in, or would you rather fuck it into me?

[ This is so, so tempting. ]

I'd rather fuck you with my cock while I cut you open and shove it in. Are you sure you'd be up for that?

...let's do it then. [ kisses him roughly. ] Do you think I'd shy away from something like this? Hah.

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