Just a little longer then. [ he keeps petting him, so he doesn't have to worry about getting cold, but he'll start singing a snezhnayan lullaby under his breath... something he barely even seems to register he's doing at first. ]
Ah, true. [ childe shifts, moving his tails out from under himself, so he can drape them over scaramouche. ] I still hate that you had to go through all of that. You were on some... sinking boat? [ gives him another gentle kiss. ] I guess I'm just going to have to spoil my little Kotik, make sure to help him forget all about that stupid game.
It's a real sacrifice... but [ he cups his chin and gives him a kiss. ] you're absolutely worth it. Just tell me what you'd like, when you'd like it, and how much of it you'd like, and I'll do my best to accommodate you.
[ Well. At that he'll just bury his head in his chest, taking a few moments to answer ]
... I love you. I love you like I never loved anyone in my entire life. So much that it hurts to think about sometimes. But I'm happy with you. You really do make me happy.
... [ oh. that hits him real hard, the arm he's got draped around scara tightening unintentionally. he ducks his head and looks aside, his feelings becoming a touch overwhelming for a moment. he manages to rein them in and avoid letting any tears fall, but just barely. ] I love you too, Pticka, and... and I'm glad you love me too. I can't even find the words to describe how happy I am anymore. It transcends anything I'm capable of really understanding. I just know I'm really fucken happy.
... Maybe after I travel for a while, I can settle down in Teyvat with you. By the time I'm done enough time will have passed ... and maybe it'll be a different world altogether.
There's still a lot I want to see, though. And I want to take you with me to see it all too, at some point. Zhongli could come along as well.
If you do intend to come back, then I can have a space ready… a house… a safe space… [ hums, giving a nod. ] Yeah, maybe, things are constantly changing back home, so… I wouldn’t be surprised if it was different. But something that won’t change is how I’ll be waiting for you.
Mm, that would be nice. I’m sure there’s a lot to see out there… and getting to do so with you and even Xiansheng would be incredible. It seems like I’m the only one tied up, h- heh…
[ he grips onto scara a bit more tightly. ] …yeah. [ so far he doesn’t have a solution to his own problem, and he’s banking on that wish, since it’s really a toss up if he’ll be able to get five and hades’ help by the time he’s graduated. ]
I’m going to. I just… don’t take too long. I know there’s a lot to see, but I want to see you again too. [ buries his face in the back of Scara’s neck and shuts his eyes. ]
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[ changes him back, so he can give him a kiss. ]
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I’m glad you weren’t in the game.
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Ah, true. [ childe shifts, moving his tails out from under himself, so he can drape them over scaramouche. ] I still hate that you had to go through all of that. You were on some... sinking boat? [ gives him another gentle kiss. ] I guess I'm just going to have to spoil my little Kotik, make sure to help him forget all about that stupid game.
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... I love you. I love you like I never loved anyone in my entire life. So much that it hurts to think about sometimes. But I'm happy with you. You really do make me happy.
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There's still a lot I want to see, though. And I want to take you with me to see it all too, at some point. Zhongli could come along as well.
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Mm, that would be nice. I’m sure there’s a lot to see out there… and getting to do so with you and even Xiansheng would be incredible. It seems like I’m the only one tied up, h- heh…
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