[ covers his face in his hands. ] …no, there’s more to it than that. Getting fucked and getting bred are d- different. [ turns his back on mochi and slowly expires. ] It’s more involved… [ he doesn’t want to go into detail aloud. ] But, h- Hah, breeding aside, I… I didn’t want to ask if, maybe, hahaha… [ kill him, someone strike him down right now. it’d be a mercy!! ] you could… help me. I’ll do whatever you need in return.
…fucking. Just fucking. I’m going to be a mess in heat, and I just need to take the edge off. [ he considered going back to the sex shop ruin your stock up on things, but he knows they don’t really help. ] I’m not looking to get bred. [ not by anybody other than scaramouche. his Scaramouche. ]
I kind of figured. It doesn’t happen all that often, and if you’re busy then I’ll figure something out. The production enjoyed taking control away from me, so a number of my corruptions make me lose it in different ways.
[ he reaches for mochi’s head and ruffles his hair. ] I’m glad you’re getting the love you deserve.
…mm. It’s fine if it’s not that intense of a feeling. Having special people is still nice. People that… understand you, people that you don’t always necessarily need words for, …they just kind of know what to do. [ childe gets up and heads toward the bathroom. ] I’m happy for you regardless…
I’m start the bath. [ the come in whenever is simply implied at this point. ]
[ he's following shortly after, because in the end he doesn't want to stay alone ]
... It just doesn't feel right for me to have that sort of thing.
No matter how I think about it I've only made things worse for anyone who ever got involved with me. But I guess for you, your little bird was different.
[ the bath is drawn and there are suds oozing over the edge, because he put too much bubble bath in. he climbs in, offering a hand to scaramouche. ] It didn’t start that way. [ childe laughs, reminiscing. ] The day he arrived on the show the first thing we did is fight… and then die.
It took persistence, but you said it yourself, no, I’m stubborn and annoying… so eventually he had to consider the nature of my feelings, because who else would go through all of that for a person, hm!, either a complete idiot or somebody that genuinely cared. [ and childe is clearly an idiot that does genuinely care. ]
[ tugs him into the bath and snakes his arm around him. ] He can be as mad as he likes about you, but he should know better than anybody else the kinds of stuff you went through… [ he just wants all scaramouches to be loved, but he will avoid breeding, since that is their thing. ]
… [ childe frowns. he doesn’t like the direction this is headed. ] He’s involved with Dottore. [ he’s almost afraid to know what he did to him. he knows a little, but he’s sure it’s not even half as much as what truly happened. ]
[ he wants to contest that, say they surely are just fucking. But this is why he's saying he needs to tell him after all, isn't he. He knows what a mess of complicated feelings he still has for Dottore. The kind of twisted mix of hate that makes what passes as a heart for him break and get put together over and over ]
…alright, sure. [ he’s going to ask his scaramouche if he wants to know whatever mochi ends up telling him, because he’s not sure he could just… break him. it must be bad though, and while he deserves to know the truth he just… ugh, why is everything so complicated. ]
[ the kiss pulls hims from his thoughts and he manages a small smile. ] Why are you so cute? [ time for some aggressively affectionate nuzzles. ]
[ childe smirks against his shoulder. ] I have you for the entire night, right, [ he nibbles along his shoulders. ] and I do enjoy cockwarming, so her perhaps we can sleep together. [ literally together. ] I think the bath has given me a second wind. [ no it hasn’t, he’s just perpetually horny. ]
[ childe is going to suck a mark into scara’s neck instead of answering him. yes yes yes, he hasn’t forgotten. he grabs a cloth and pours a generous helping of liquid soap onto it, beginning to clean scara, but definitely taking his time around his nipples, cock, and ass. definitely no particular reason for this. ]
[ no particular reason...! He lets out a soft, pleased moan, each touch feeling nice and relaxing even beyond the obvious stimulation. He knows he'll regret letting his defenses down, but right now it feels good, and so he's just trusting Childe. With himself, and with taking care of him ]
Maybe I should fuck you instead next time. I am going to have to get ready for when you go in heat, no?
[ oh, such beautiful sounds, childe could never get sick of hearing them. he smiles, shutting his eyes as he continues to take care of scaramouche. he does have to stop the temptation to start jerking him off, because he’s certain feeling him squirm in his lap would be incredible, but, no, this is just bath time and nothing else. ]
Are you looking forward to my being in heat? Did what I say about it get you excited?
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So you're the one getting bred, and that's off limits, but you still need it.
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But I should probably tell you. I have other lovers.
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[ he reaches for mochi’s head and ruffles his hair. ] I’m glad you’re getting the love you deserve.
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[ he can't say it's not love, because ... isn't it? He felt it from Sudoh. he can't just deny it, especially not after he agreed with him about it ]
It's just weird. I don't really know what to do with it.
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I’m start the bath. [ the come in whenever is simply implied at this point. ]
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... It just doesn't feel right for me to have that sort of thing.
No matter how I think about it I've only made things worse for anyone who ever got involved with me. But I guess for you, your little bird was different.
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It took persistence, but you said it yourself, no, I’m stubborn and annoying… so eventually he had to consider the nature of my feelings, because who else would go through all of that for a person, hm!, either a complete idiot or somebody that genuinely cared. [ and childe is clearly an idiot that does genuinely care. ]
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[ taking his hand ]
I'm tired now. But after, I should tell you more about what Dottore did to me. If our past is the same you need to show it to him.
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… [ childe frowns. he doesn’t like the direction this is headed. ] He’s involved with Dottore. [ he’s almost afraid to know what he did to him. he knows a little, but he’s sure it’s not even half as much as what truly happened. ]
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... We can think about that later. For now ...
[ he shifts a little so he can kiss his cheek ]
I'm focusing on you.
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[ the kiss pulls hims from his thoughts and he manages a small smile. ] Why are you so cute? [ time for some aggressively affectionate nuzzles. ]
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Next time you should stay inside a while longer.
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Maybe I should fuck you instead next time. I am going to have to get ready for when you go in heat, no?
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Are you looking forward to my being in heat? Did what I say about it get you excited?
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No. [ he laughs. ] I look forward to you trying to control my hormonally charged insanity.
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