[ it’s okay. i knew what you meant. ] Don’t say it then. It’s a waste of your breath. [ goes back to sorting, though this doesn’t really seem to be helping distract him. ]
Is this all you’re going to do today? [ he’s getting up to poke around the room. got anything out for him to notice? ]
I'm not saying it to waste your time or mine. I'm saying it because even if I'm not prepared for it, it's true that we both should be.
Jesper was already taken for a while, you know. Then he came back and now he's gone again. He won't be the only one. Members of Snail and Finch alike could leave at any moment.
I’m never going to be prepared for it, because I don’t like how much it hurts! [ the ‘cloud’ seems to grow darker, the curse tattoo on his thigh glowing. ] …I’m sure he’s somewhere better, but I selfishly want him here. And the rest of Finch too. I don’t want to end up all alone.
...sing and dance and video games. I used to be an idol, but then I decided to be a streamer, because, well, I don't know, but... I like to do things for people. Like perform, I mean. I like attention. [ said with no shame. ]
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No, obviously, that's the sort of thing everyone says and nobody can handle.
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Is this all you’re going to do today? [ he’s getting up to poke around the room. got anything out for him to notice? ]
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Jesper was already taken for a while, you know. Then he came back and now he's gone again. He won't be the only one. Members of Snail and Finch alike could leave at any moment.
It's always going to get harder.
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I don't want to end up all alone either. So It's not like I don't understand.
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[ he just wants to make sure to keep him distracted ]
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Don't you worry, Mochi.
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... Is there something you like to do to feel better?
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