I don't care if you're *used* to it. I don't want you to be alone. I don't like the idea of you being alone... [ because he's afraid he'll fall into bad habits. ] What about Emet-Selch or Pentium? What if you were to go with one of them?
I'll visit Emet-Selch, and I'll stay for a while. His world does interest me. But I can't ask him to travel with me, he doesn't have an interest in that.
Pentium did ask to come along. But I haven't truly decided if I want him with me or not.
[ tosses the towels onto the counter and just hugs scaramouche. ] Whatever you want to do, whatever you end up doing I'll support you as best I can. I want you to try to be a little happy too.
I don't mean all the time, since, yeah, that might be a bit... much, but... even if just here and there you find some happiness. [ squeezes him a little harder. ] Good. I'm glad. Really, Kuniku, I am. [ kisses the crown of his head. ] Of course I'll be there. [ ... ] ...you know, [ his tone becomes soft, almost verging on a whisper, like what he's going to say is kind of a secret. ] you're one of the reasons I'm taking the future a bit more seriously and why I don't exactly what to let my disposition control me. I'll fight it and I'll beat it, so when you finally do come to visit I'll be there to meet you.
[ he doesn't know if he really believes that - that Childe is taking things seriously because of him, too. He already has good enough reasons outside of him. But he doesn't voice that, and instead just hums ]
...if things go according to plan [ "plan". he doesn't know much about the plan or what anybody is really trying to do, but... he can be hopeful and positive. ] then time isn't something I'm really going to have to worry about. [ maybe. he really doesn't know, but he doesn't want to bring down the mood. ]
You think I'm just going to bend over and let you fuck me? Let's see you earn it, Scara. [ nips at the junction of his neck and shoulder, leaving a cherry red mark. ]
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Pentium did ask to come along. But I haven't truly decided if I want him with me or not.
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[ sets him down and goes to fetch a few towels. ] Not interested in traveling with a dragon?
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I already told you I don't think I can be happy.
... But I can be more content than I've been before, maybe.
I will visit. So you have to be there when I do.
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You're getting sappy.
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We don't know how time will differ from a world to another. It might be centuries before I see you again. You know that, right?
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Then I'll have to visit often.
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Were you thinking of another round, mmm?
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Maybe I'm thinking of having you bounce on my cock.
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